Kaleidoscope Mind

 Lost Respect

Lost respect adalah level tertinggi kecewa.

Ora dendam.

Ora emosian.

Pokoke kabeh losss wes aturen dhewe, kowe panitiane.

Singkat. Padat. Sak karepmu.

Adios.

Kebumen, 18 November 2025.

SHE REMAINS KIND AND SILENT

After all of the disrespect, I was still kind.

"Don't ever think I'll come back after I choose to leave"

After all the disrespect, the hurtful words I keep hearing from the others tell me how could I trust you?

The amount of betrayal and being neglected just so happened, and being too kind led to disrespect. Stop reaching out when they didn’t want to understand you—not even a single one. You should stop being okay with everything. Especially if it is already abusing your kindness and disrespecting your boundaries, and lastly, learn to say NO.

I still care, but I'm done with you.

I don't need your apology, but I hope one day you feel guilty for how you treated me. 

Now, I'm in my "I know my worth" era.

You disrespect me? I disappear :)

Stay blessed tho.

Kebumen, September 2025

 17; You're Losing Me

 17; Rose-colored glasses and all distorted

Credit pict: x.com/itswords_

Dan sejak hari itu, aku tidak akan berisik lagi ke depannya.

I may be your target on instagram and et cetera, but i WILL NEVER view your story 🔥 i will DISAPPOINT you anyways

Credit pict: pinterest from Hello Cassandra

Kadang dibutuhin, kadang digibahin. Se-all role itu kah gue bro? WKWKWKWKWK

Rules Number #1:

Kalo nggak diajak, jangan ikut.

Pas disepelein bukannya sedih, tapi malah kayak, "Dih, keren lo begitu, berani nyepelein gue wkwkwkwkwk"

And now the chapter is closed and done;

xxrosesarered

17 April 2025 - Waktu Indonesia Bagian Resiliensi

 17; There's No Way

But maybe we can hold off one sec
So we can keep this tension in check
But there’s no way that it’s not going there

We just dance backwards into each other
Trying to keep our feelings secretly covered

There’s no way that it’s not going there

Kebumen, March 17th 2025

xxrosesarered

Dikutip dari Boy Candra (2017)

Kebumen, 17 Desember 2024.

xxrosesarered.