Kaleidoscope Mind

 17; You're Losing Me

 17; Rose-colored glasses and all distorted

Credit pict: x.com/itswords_

Dan sejak hari itu, aku tidak akan berisik lagi ke depannya.

I may be your target on instagram and et cetera, but i WILL NEVER view your story 🔥 i will DISAPPOINT you anyways

Credit pict: pinterest from Hello Cassandra

Kadang dibutuhin, kadang digibahin. Se-all role itu kah gue bro? WKWKWKWKWK

Rules Number #1:

Kalo nggak diajak, jangan ikut.

Pas disepelein bukannya sedih, tapi malah kayak, "Dih, keren lo begitu, berani nyepelein gue wkwkwkwkwk"

And now the chapter is closed and done;

xxrosesarered

17 April 2025 - Waktu Indonesia Bagian Resiliensi

 17; There's No Way

But maybe we can hold off one sec
So we can keep this tension in check
But there’s no way that it’s not going there

We just dance backwards into each other
Trying to keep our feelings secretly covered

There’s no way that it’s not going there

Kebumen, March 17th 2025

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Dikutip dari Boy Candra (2017)

Kebumen, 17 Desember 2024.

xxrosesarered.

 LISTENING TO

Semua orang bisa mendengar, tapi tidak semua orang bisa mendengarkan.

Listen [verb]

/ˈlɪs.ən/

To give one’s attention to a sound.

Example: “evidently she was not listening to me”, “I told her over and over again, but she wouldn’t listen to me”.

Menemukan orang yang mau mendengarkan kita saat kita berbicara itu bak menemukan sebuah berlian, sangat berharga karena tidak semua orang mau mendengarkan apa yang sedang kita bicarakan.

I met those people, and I really appreciate them :’) and beyond grateful!

Semua orang bisa mendengar, tapi tidak semua orang bisa mendengarkan.

Sama halnya dengan semua bisa jadi pendengar, tapi tidak semua orang bisa jadi pendengar yang baik.

Ada beberapa orang yang ketika berbicara menuntut kita untuk mendengarkannya, tapi giliran kita berbicara, dia tidak mendengarkan kita. Some people love to talk and to be listened, but hate to listen  when someone else is talking :)

When you listen only what you want to listen, you’re not really listening. Listen to what you don’t want to listen too. That’s how you grow, dear.

But, yea p.s I don’t force people to listen to me.

Gue sangat menghargai dan berterima kasih ke orang yang mau mendengarkan cerita gue. Terlebih lagi kalo gue cerita dan gue menimpalkan pertanyaan atau meminta saran, terus dijawab dengan antusias dan dapet feedback pertanyaan juga :’) O my gosh! I’m so happy!

Gue juga sedang berproses buat jadi prbadi yang bersedia mendengarkan orang lain, baik cerita suka maupun duka.

Untuk orang-orang yang mau mendengarkan saya, terima kasih banyak! Really, thank you!

Sekali lagi,

Semua orang bisa mendengar, tapi tidak semua orang bisa mendengarkan :’)

*yang pernah dapet bubble chat kayak gini dari gue, Halo! Makasih banyak pokoknya! :’)

xxrosesarered

Diketik pada tanggal 14 Desember 2021, but published pada tanggal 5 Januari 2022

Anyway, per 27 Desember 2021, gue hidup berdampingan dengan tinnitus! Wkwkwk but I promise I’m trying my best to listen to your story!

 SHE SURVIVED

“In the name of Allah, the Lord of Mercy, the Bestower of Mercy”

Quran 1:1

“And Allah found you lost and guided you.

And Allah found you poor and made you self-sufficient.”

Quran 93: 7-8

For a woman to attain an eminent degree in learning costs her time, watching, hunger, dizziness in the head, weakness in the stomach, and other inconveniences.

Long story short, SHE SURVIVED!

Alhamdulillah, SHE SURVIVED!

I did a photoshoot with my newborn baby undergrad-thesis! :')

Life’s a struggle when you’re a muggle!

“All wonderful things come with struggle and baggage.

Life was never meant to be perfect.

The journey was never meant to be easy.

But every time it is difficult, remind yourself to breathe, in the same way, you breathed through the struggle before!

You survived then, and you can certainly survive some more!”

-          Hope in the morning

Alhamdulillah, gue bisa bertahan dan bisa melaluinya :’)

December’s goals, checked!

For everyone who makes my day brighter and easier, thank you!

I wish you have a happy and healthy life ahead!

Thank you, 2021 and Welcome, 2022 : )

xxrosesarered

December 31, 2021